Mrs Kane was waiting at the lights, listening to some politician or other under fire. She hated to hear people being talked over: She was always careful never to do that, at work. She saw no value in railroading people into your own opinion. Her kids deserved better than that; she tried to teach them think for themselves, and to argue their own views. Otherwise what was the point?
She was startled by the sound of children’s laughter coming from the boys walking past her car. It seemed incongruous even if you heard it every day - out of uniform, any one of these four would have no trouble getting served down the pub. Outside school, they would be seen as adults. She was certain that they felt like adults. Swaggering down the street in their little gang, oozing with the confidence of youth. We all think we’re awesome when we’re seventeen.
She missed it, sometimes, but at others could barely remember it. When she could, it was often strolling down the street with her mates that came back. Just like those boys, she had felt immortal, untouchable, and entirely free. And now she was that stuck up teacher in the frumpy skirt.
The boys were loitering outside the off licence now, looking uncertain. The car behind her sounded its horn and she realised that the lights had changed. She cast them one final glance as she turned right. None of them had gone inside the offy - she caught a glimpse in her rearview of tallest lad, Mark, giving it a regretful final glance as he walked away. Then they were all behind her, and she was on her way home. She felt herself thinking about dinner, and wine and her husband. Gradually, she was starting to shed her work persona. She couldn’t wait to get home to change out of this bloody skirt. She wanted to be sexy, quirky, and informal - all the things she couldn’t be in the classroom.